REVISED & ENLARGED EDITION WITH UNPUBLISHED MATERIAL AND BEHIND THE SCENES DETAILS OF THE CRUSADE AGAINST CORRUPTION: CHANGING PEOPLES DESITINY; THE SAGA OF INDIA`S FIRST AND THE HIGHEST RANKED WOMAN OFFICER IN THE INDIAN POLICE SERVICE WHO PIONEERED A HUMANE METHOD OF POLICING MARKED BY WILL POWER, DEVOTION TO DUTY, INNOVATION, COMPASSION AND, ABOVE ALL, A `NEVER SAY DIE` ATTITUDE .THE EYEWITNESS ACCOUNT FORTHRIGHT AND UNSPARING IN THIS FULLY REVISED AND UPDATED EDITION PROVIDES A WELL DOCUMENTED EXPOSURE OF THE SABOTAGE OF POLICE REFORMS (TO BE IMPLEMENTED AS PER A VERDICT OF THE SUPREME COURT OF INDIA) BY CERTAIN BUREAUCRATS AND BY SOME MEMBERS OF OWN SERVICE. THESE PERSONS ALSO BLOCKED HER APPOINTMENT AS POLICE COMMISSIONER. THIS KIND OF SABOTAGE WAS THE PROVERBIAL LAST STRAW THAT COMPELLED HER TO SHAKE OFF THE SHACKLES. AFTER A LONG AND REWARDING INNINGS (35 YEARS IN ALL),DECIDED TO MOVE ON. SHE BELIEVED THAT SHE COULD NO LONGER WORK WITH PERSONS WHO WERE KEEPING THE SYSTEM ENSLAVED. SHE WAS CLEAR IN HER MIND THAT SHE WAS NOT GOING TO BE SUBORDINATED BY THIS TEAM OF SABOTEURS. WHAT DIRECTION AND LEADERSHIP WOULD SUCH PERSONS PROVIDE EXCEPT TO CREATE PYGMIES AND STIFLE INITIATIVE AND CRUSH MORALE? SHE DID NOT WANT TO BE A PART OF SUCH DUBIOUS HISTORY AS SHE ASSERTS:MY SELF RESPECT, MY INNATE SENSE OF JUSTICE AND MY BELIEFS AND VALUES IN LIFE PROPELLED ME TO THROW OFF THE “YOKES” THAT WERE ALREADY OBSTRUCTING MY GROWTH AND I NOW MADE UP MY MIND TO SET MYSELF FREE AND BE A MASTER OF MY OWN TIME.THIS IS A NOHOLDSBARRED NARRATIVE PACKED WITH PUNCH, SPIRIT AND VITALITY.
या सुधारित आणि विस्तारित आवृत्तीत, नोकरशहा आणि अधिकारी यांनीच पोलीसयंत्रणेमध्ये आवश्यक त्या सुधारणा करण्याच्या मार्गात अडथळे कसे निर्माण केले, याचे तपशीलवार कथन करण्यात आले आहे. विशेष म्हणजे याबाबतचा निकाल सुप्रीम कोर्टाने दिला होता. परंतु तसे न करता त्या व्यक्तींनी बेदी यांची पोलीस कमिशनरपदी नियुक्ती होऊ नये, यासाठी अडथळे निर्माण केले. या अडथळ्यांवर मात करत, ३५ वर्षांच्या प्रदीर्घ सेवेनंतर बेदी यांनी, सत्तेचा गैरवापर करणायांसोबत काम न करण्याचे ठरवले. अशा लोकांसमोर मान तुकवायची नाही, असा त्यांनी निर्धार केला. पण खरेच या व्यक्तींनी विकासाच्या मार्गात अडथळेअडचणी निर्माण करून, मनोधैर्य खच्ची करण्याचा प्रयत्न करून काय मिळवले? असे अनेक प्रश्न मागे उरतातच. किरण बेदी म्हणतात, ‘माझा आत्मसन्मान, न्यायबुद्धी आणि माझा विश्वास व मूल्ये यांनी माझ्या आत्मविकासामध्ये अडथळे निर्माण करणायांवर मात करण्याची प्रेरणा मला दिली. म्हणूनच मी कोणाच्याही बंधनात न राहण्याचा निर्णय घेतला.’ प्रेरक, अंतर्दृष्टी देणारे आणि जागरूक करणारे कथन!
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